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Call On Me

acK

i’m sorry i disspeared you guys

my computer broke and i’ve been computerless for awhile

and i really have no idea when i’m gonna be getting another one/getting the one i have fixed

but hopefully its soon

because ugh i miss this

but i’ve been a lot busy and tumblr mobile is just a pain and just yeah

so i don’t know when i’m going to be really ever on darren like every day and posting and stuff 

sebastianwsmythe:

"I know honey and I’m so sorry. You’re home now, okay? You’re safe and no one is going to hurt you. I won’t let them," Sebastian insisted honestly. "I’ll be right here."

Darren nodded a little at this, taking in deep breaths. “God, I’m so sorry. I just- What if they hurt you? What if you were there- what if they killed you-“

(Source: sassyrainbows)

sebastianwsmythe:

"I know honey and I’m so sorry. You’re home now, okay? You’re safe and no one is going to hurt you. I won’t let them," Sebastian insisted honestly. "I’ll be right here."

Darren snuffled a little, before he moved to took towards the bath. “I-I think I’m okay, now.”

(Source: sassyrainbows)

sebastianwsmythe:

Sebastian kept his arm around Darren by the window. He never let him go for a second. “Just breathe for me. Think of how good it will feel in the tub.”

Darren did what he was told, breathing deeply, but he kept his eyes closed. “I didn’t want this to happen.I just wanted to come home-“

(Source: sassyrainbows)

sebastianwsmythe:

Sebastian pulled back, finishing Darren’s face. He moved to the bathroom window and opened it. “Stand over here. Get some air.”

Darren didn’t want to- but he slowly stood up, and walked over towards the window. Instead of just sticking his head outside it, though, he just cuddled himself against Sebastian. He felt weak, anyways, so he needed the support.

(Source: sassyrainbows)

M!A You Ruined Everything || sassyrainbows

bibliophileangel:

Azi kissed Darren’s forehead and nodded.  ”Okay darling.  You go to our room…get comfortable and I’ll bring you a cup.”  He sniffed a little and fought back the tears until his boyfriend was safely away from him.  He should have been able to stop this.  He was an angel.  He could work miracles.  He would make sure to work miracles so they could get that little boy back.

Darren honestly didn’t want to leave once he heard Azi sniffle- but he did. Azi needed his time, right?
So he went and sat in his room instead, just keeping himself curled up in the blankets until Azi got back to him. He honestly didn’t even know why he was so upset. They would either get their baby back- or they wouldn’t. And even if they didn’t, they’d get married- and they’d start up a new family, with a baby of their own.
But he didn’t want another baby. He wanted Matthew.

sebastianwsmythe:

Sebastian tended to the side of Darren’s face as he held him close. “You have nothing to be sorry about, angel. I promise. I love you so much. You’re so strong,” he praised him.

Darren sniffed a little, closing his eyes as tightly as he could before he moved to nuzzle himself more against him. “I’m-I’m not. I feel- I feel like I’m gonna puke-“

(Source: sassyrainbows)

sebastianwsmythe:

Sebastian pulled the cloth back and he nodded. “Okay, okay. Take a break,” Sebastian told him before he turned and he shut the bathtub off. “Just breathe for me,” he said soothingly. “I’ve got to get your face cleaned and there’s only a bit more.”

Darren took in a deep breath, before he moved to bury his face into Sebastian’s shoulder. “I’m sorry- I just- I’m so sorry.”

(Source: sassyrainbows)

sebastianwsmythe:

"It’s going to sting," he said as he got out the peroxide. "Hold onto my wrist and squeeze as hard as you can, alight?" Sebastian asked as he lightly dabbed at Darren’s face.

Darren held onto his wrist- but it was very weak. He couldn’t do more than squeeze lightly  at his wrist- which only made him cry more.
"I-I can’t-"

(Source: sassyrainbows)

sebastianwsmythe:

"You have no reason to be sorry, Angel," he promised him before turning around turning on the tub. He let the warm water run before moving to Darren and grabbing a wash cloth on the way. "Let me clean you off?"

"Don’t- don’t press to hard," Darren told him softly, before he shook his head. "It really hurts- and it burns. I-I think that there’s rocks in some of the cuts-"

(Source: sassyrainbows)

sebastianwsmythe:

Sebastian was able to see where Darren was bruised and cut for the jumping. “I’m so sorry,” he whispered as he threw the clothes in the bathroom garbage pail. “I’m so sorry I wasn’t there..” Sebastian frowned as he cut the rest of his clothing off.

"It’s not your fault," Darren whispered softly, shaking his head. "You didn’t do it- you were just- I shouldn’t have walked-" He said softly, just watching Sebastian cutting his clothes off. "I’m sorry, Sebastian."

(Source: sassyrainbows)

sebastianwsmythe:

"Just hold onto me?" Sebastian asked him as he wrapped him up in his arms bridal style. He carefully carried him into the bathroom and sat him on the sink counter. Sebastian opened a drawer and grabbed a pair of scissors and started to cut Darren’s clothing off.

Darren hissed at the small movement, but he let Sebastian carry him- and he let him cut his clothes off.
"I-I was jumped,” He murmured softly, sniffing a little at him. ”I don’t- I don’t remember who it-it was. I just- I don’t have my wallet anymore. And I-I think I tried- I think I tried fighting back- I just- I don’t remember-”

(Source: sassyrainbows)

sebastianwsmythe:

"Okay," he said lightly. "Let’s..we have to get you cleaned up," Sebastian pointed out. "Let’s take a bath?"

Darren let out another soft sob, before he nodded a little. But he didn’t move- it hurt too much to move.

(Source: sassyrainbows)

sebastianwsmythe:

"I love you too. Whatever you did- I still love you," Sebastian told him honestly, rubbing his back soothingly. "I promise honey. Let me help you..what happened?"

Darren let out another sob, just curling himself more into Sebastian. He didn’t want to talk- he wanted to sleep. He wanted to sleep forever- just like this.
"I don’t know," He mumbled softly, shaking his head a little. "I don’t know, I don’t remember-"

(Source: sassyrainbows)